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Original: 6/4/2009 9:27 PM
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Thursday, June 04, 2009

 Well I'm all moved in and now looking for a job. YIKES. It's only been a couple days but I feel like I'll never find one. I just can't stand to be inactive for long. If I think too hard on the fact that I am currently unemployed I start to have a panic attack. Not good. So I don't think about it. And that is pretty much how I deal with a lot of things. I don't recommend it because eventually it will sneak up on you.
The new place is very nice. Very clean and new. Even with all my things in my room I still feel like it's empty and plain. It just hasn't been lived in enough yet. I'm giving it time.
I have to constantly stay busy and have a plan for the next day or I start to get lonely. And that is not a good thing when I am essentially all alone. Of the three other roommates living here, all are gone except for the one that I did not know. She's very nice and easy to talk to. But, in case you didn't know, I happen to be the most awkward person alive. Wish me luck.
It's good to be back, just a little overwhelming. I'm taking it one step at a time.



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Wow. You've been busy. I hope that you find a job soon. Deep breathes... you'll get there. Best of luck to you. One step at a time is good.

ryc: I'm doing much better now, thank you. I was having anxiety problems there for a bit but the doc put me on Xanax for a wee bit and it helped considerably. I'm almost back to 100%... it won't be long now.
Posted 6/5/2009 3:50 AM by Broom_Service - reply

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you are sooo not awkward. and i'm really sorry that i'm not there to help you get settled. i can't believe after all this time, you're finally there.. but i'm not. :(


however, i will be there soon, awkwardly trying to move my incredible amount of junk into the new apartment. and i am sooooo unbelievably excited to live with you! it's going to be absolutely amazing.


good luck on the job search! no need to stress, you'll find one. you are one of the most conscientious and capable people i've ever known.

Posted 6/6/2009 11:58 PM by Jewish_Koolaide - reply

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I thought you had a job already? well, good luck finding one! times are hard but I'm sure if you dig around, you'll find something:)

Awkward is my middle name. I'm sure things will be fine, once you get used to the newness.
Posted 6/9/2009 10:50 PM by just_kiran - reply

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I'm doing ok, and yourself? I hope good :) by the sounds of it, busy. lol
Posted 7/2/2009 10:24 PM by just_kiran - reply


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