Still haven't found a job. But things could be worse. I'm…

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Posted by: deaf_ears Original: 7/5/2009 11:38 PM Views: 23 Comments: 4 eProps: 0 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

Sunday, July 05, 2009

Still haven't found a job. But things could be worse. I'm used to the city now. I can find things pretty easily. I don't feel so lost. It's the simple things that get me through the day. As it is I'm close to just staying in bed all day and giving in. I know something will come along.
It's hard to go after your dreams. To go after what you want. Not even hard really, just terrifying. I had settled in to a routine. I knew what I would get out of life there. And it wasn't what I wanted.
Tomorrow I start again. Every night I convince myself that tomorrow will be the day. It never is.
I wish I could write what I really feel.

Loving is fine if you have plenty of time
For walking on stilts at the edge of your mind

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Worry for today only, as tomorrow may never be, and yesterday already was.

In my prayers.

Posted 7/6/2009 1:17 PM by FaonOfKlasta - reply

I get that completely. I always get it.

The day'll come for both of us. Soon enough. I hope.

Posted 7/6/2009 6:51 PM by landlockedeyes

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I dream of living in a city one day. Writing for a magazine or teaching at a college. But I've settled into a routine myself. And my biggest fear is that I'll never break it.

Posted 7/6/2009 9:40 PM by writinghands - reply

It gets so hard to wait, and while you're waiting it gets harder to hope.

Congrats on keeping at it.

Posted 7/10/2009 3:19 AM by landlockedeyes

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